I'm hurt that my mom "Cathy" hasn't spoken to me and I miss Bryan. I have a note written on a large index card from my mom on the day she left my place with my furniture.
"THESE ITEMS OF FURNITURE ARE TO BE CLEARED OFF SO THEY CAN BE MOVED.
small green tv table in livingroom
Desk Bryan & I bought you
Think of it this way kiddo... You'll have room for all your NEW crap now.
It hurt me more when I stumbled upon it cleaning Guy's desk. I hadn't expected to see it and didn't know that I had kept it. Now I only feel sad when I read it. She signed it Cathy as though that doesn't make her my mom anymore. Wanting to not be my mom doesn't change the fact that she is... Anyway, it's times like this, like dealing with this sore boob thing, that I wish she was here for me.