May 10th, 2003

alice lost in labyrinth

I've been having difficulty writing

type. type.
type type type.
backspace backspace
backspace backspace.
...backspace.


I've been having difficulty writing
a journal entry these past few days.
It's not that I don't have things to say
- because I do - it's just that I don't
get very far before I'm backspacing
& all I have to show for my thoughts
is a blinking cursor waiting for me -
waiting for me to try again.