goldmourn (amberdawnpullin) wrote,

Love is like a heatwave.

Wednesday, July 27th, 2011.
Last week we had one heck of a heatwave. Thursday was especially awful. It was bad enough that I had the thought that I was relieved Hagrid wasn't alive for that. He would have suffered so much and likely would have had a stroke or died in some other painful way. It was much more miserable in my apartment than it even was in the unventilated closed-off hallway outside my door (it was cooler out there!) and the combination of heat and humidity was hard on both me and Lion, let alone what it would have been like for sick Hagrid. I guess part of me still worried that I had let go of him too soon but after having a day like that occur, I finally believe the vet that I did the right thing. It doesn't mean I don't feel sorrow - just last night I dreamed about my two cats and in this one Hagrid was taken from me first and then Lion was going to be as well (other things were happening in the dream but they were part of it and I was trying to keep them with me) and it was difficult to dream through that. One of those times where I wanted to wake myself up. How's Lion doing? Well, I worry that he isn't drinking enough water. I worry about him a bit much because of my fear that I could lose him suddenly, too.
Tags: dreams & nightmares

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