I think that's the nicest apology I've received from him ever, even if it wasn't directly, and I appreciate it. I believe I should be able to be an individual though, to know how I am and such (why can't we be who we are and love each other just the same?) but in any case, it's good to read from the rest of his journal entry that things are getting better for him.
As for me, it's hot and I had strange dreams. One part of my dream is a reoccurring one and it has gotten to the point where it takes me a little while after waking to convince myself that it isn't reality. Then again, I could get all philosophical (or pretentious?) and ask the question, "What is reality?"